The topics discussed are not for the faint of heart. here, I will speak about ancient knowledge that I have learned throughout my years, everything from religion, science & all esoteric things. most of this knowledge is still seen as mundane to most, but it is the true hidden nature that I would like to bring into light & out of the darkness that exists in the world. each follows their sense of truth, BUT YET GUIDED BY THE SAME ENERGY IN ALL OUR POLARITIES.

"I can only show you the door, you're the one that has to walk through it."

"Remember, all I offer is the truth & nothing more."

Everything is energy, our thoughts included. As Tesla said, if you want to know the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency & vibration. Energy is what connects us all from the physical & the metaphysical, from fact to fiction, right to wrong, light to dark. Everything is but a balance of its opposite only seeking to reach a singularity of its ultimate truth. it is boundless, it knows no limitations & exists beyond time itself, past, present & future as one.

Much of what will be said may seem like a constant chaotic full circle, but I consider it to be a continuous spiral of the same thing. in life we go through a cause & effect, a trial of error of the same knowledge that was given to us all by the universe. we all carry a universal understanding, yet we have to go through an experience to gain any understanding of it. Much like a child learning to crawl before he or she can walk, the child may have to fall several times before understanding balance.

in the beginning, the universe was once a very chaotic & destructive place, not until gravity started to hold planets together did it then allow order to emerge in their rotations, bringing a new kind of life that became our solar system. The universe knows no right or wrong, it only seeks to gain unity in all its destruction & creation. Life and death are but the same.

Energy is all around us, it is transcending through all things & it is constantly changing forms in the most physical & nonphysical ways. we have the ability to be conscious & think in these terms to seek a more profound truth & meaning over our lives, a truth that has always been there & existed before time itself.

My journey in this understanding started when I was a young boy, like anyone I tried to make sense of this world & my role in it. though I was raised to be Christian, I was very intrigued with many sciences. the more I involved myself with them, the more I grew ideas to the questions that religion could not offer. though I become untethered by religion, in my years of studying many, Buddhism has been called to me the most. Buddhism became more of a practice than a religion, it speaks of all things being cycles & spirals, a cause & effect of one thing to another. WHEN WE BEGIN TO RECOGNIZE oUR mind, body & soul, IT IS THEN THAT WE begin to understand the hidden karma of THE ripples IN OUR LIFES.

I've become intrigued & started to follow this practice down the rabbit hole for many years. along this practice, I used science to find a deeper & more profound connection with it. I grew a fascination with numbers, hence my obsession with numerology & the flower of life. from the steps & the breaths that we take, each is counted by a divine order that we yet have to uncover for ourselves. like a melody, we play our song & beat our drum to our rhythm. numerology led me to discover the truth about music, Since patterns exist in all things, it was much easier to discover them through sound. it was then that I started seeing the music in all things.

Everything is very much like an echo, hearing the sound clearly as it fades down a hallway, it is first sharp and bright then dims like a lantern into the dark. once you know the meaning of one setting, you then start to recognize the connection in another. like for many, music was a gateway that helped me escape into realms, bringing me closer to understanding my inner and outer worlds. when we listen to music, we put together the patterns & we begin to envision something beyond ourselves, whether past, present, future or simply being timeless.

my unraveling of the multiverse was when I started to see the mirrors. they are everywhere and appear when we understand something greater than ourselves. we are it & it is we. The lessons we learn in life are always repeated until we reach a singularity of it's understanding, it is until then that we see the same lessons in others or things that may be going through an old road we once were. Together we are all but part of a bigger order that is in play, feeding one another to increase or even decrease the timeline we live in, whether we know it or not. it takes perspectives to understand & realize we are all but one and the same. It's a responsibility to increase our own frequencies & vibration over our actions & the cause & effect we give to all things.

When I speak about the multiverse I believe that in the vastness of our solar system exist other universes & worlds that are identical & different in infinite ways. I as well believe the same to be true over the rippling of our actions & the void from which our thoughts produce them. we are breaking & echoing through time & space, and so each of our actions will forever ripple through the cosmos as well. As within so without, as above so below. I believe we all are mirrors of each other, we come from the same consciousness of the same source. when we're born we start with a clean slate of mind, and like anyone we learn 2+2=4, then branch into our unique spectrum of ideas as we grow into our journeys. nothing has changed, just the knowledge & the habits that we obtain with time.

Shaping my philosophy of the world around me, took a great deal of learning psychology. to learn what is beyond I had to go within, and the deeper I went the further I felt. my interest in being alone only grew greater as I started to learn not all carry the same hunger for this knowledge, and if they did we were easily distracted by everyday drama, stress & the problems we are handed. we all go through obstacles in life, but I overcame them by simply deciding it was a lesson I still needed to learn about myself. all the answers to the questions outside are within me. the sooner I realized I was the solution, the quicker my problems dissipated. you are what you feed yourself, if you constantly think in anger, judgment & negativity or happiness, openness & positivity, then these things are what will become of you. there are always extremes to each opposite, and so my mission became to neutralize myself to a medium so I may better understand my own emotions, triggers, their causes & effects.

Understanding myself was the best thing I could have ever done, it helped me unlock a greater truth about my dreams & aspirations. I would not be where I am today without going down this rabbit hole of self-discovery. As I'm writing this, I feel a great sense of accomplishment that has only just started to unravel & emerge outside of me. before, I struggled to connect & put into words the scrabbling of my thoughts & ideas that have been begging to speak. I know now that with time my dueings will show its rhythm in this spiraling universe, for my visions are always much further than eyes can see.

"The only way to achieve the impossible Is to believe it is possible"

To Be Continued...